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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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Dang i haven't wrote in this thing in so long i was surprised that i remembered the password to login. lol. Lets see how long it's been... since my freshman year in college. I am now a junior striving to get an internship. It's hard. I have a lot of decisions to make, and a lot on my plate. Trying to maintain my grades. This by far is the hardest semester that i have ever had. Planning this wedding that is in 3 months. Working. And trying to maintain my relationship with God. My goodness. Things are getting to the nitty gritty. I am on a constant grind to meet deadlines every other day... literally. I got a rabbit. Her name is billy jean spelled Billyie'Jene. That's tight. I needed a friend. I feel like a big blob walking around. I haven't had much to say in a long time. I just kind of look at the one's that are around me, and i only speak when i'm spoken to these days.I only people that i speak to outside of Michael is Sammerrah Tuleah and my cousin chontae. They always call to see how i am doing. I love them for that. They are they only one's that i know of that do not take me the wrong way when i say something. And if they do they are people enough to come and tell me and not anybody else. That is a big thing for me. If you tell everybody else your problem with another person, and not that person yourself you are a PUNK! What is telling somebody else the problem going to do? All it does is cause havoc. I don't really deal with people that i know are like that anymore. A lot of people i cut completely out of my life...family included. I just don't have time. I have my own problems and my own agenda going on. I know a lot may think i have been distant. But it's not even that. I am focused. Gossipers have you noticed i haven't been around lately, liar have you been looking, Drama kings and queens i hope you've noticed. It's a new me. The only thing that i am really struggling with right now is getting my confidence back in myself. These day i just don't seem to have that. I feel like i am falling in this world of blah. If that makes any sense. I pray those that are belivers and try their hardest to follow the word of God Pray for me.
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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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ooooh boy/yes you are/ oooooooooooooo boy/ yes you are/ yes
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Monday, November 25th, 2002
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dang, just the very thought of you just sends chills down my spine. The emotions that i feel when i'm around you are un-describable to the human race vocabulary. Baby i love you so much. YOu are what i prayed for and everything that i ever wanted in a man. and when i say man i mean MAN. Umm... my man. Your look, your style, not to pushy attitude, laid back sexy attitude invigorates my satisfaction to the highest altitude that a mortal can reach. Oh Boo Boo you just don't know the words that i want to say right now. I can't express myself the way i want too. My love has me in a choke hold. I'm captured in the feeling of satisfaction at the very thought of you. But all i can say is that i love you. I wish i could say more. I love you Michael Anthony Burroughs. Love the soon to be Mike B
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Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
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Languid-Sexy.... You rock the messy hair and crisp white cotton sheet. Your idea of bliss is a day spent in bed with your lover. There is nothing wrong with that, though some people like to leave the bed at times. You're a total fox, even if you are a hedonistic bum.
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Wednesday, October 16th, 2002
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Well i haven't been on here in a long time. i don't have nothing to really say. I guess i'll ramble on like my previous entry. JOhn where are you? I feel like hearing from you right now. ok well i'll go now. T
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Tuesday, October 8th, 2002
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I'm tired of driving down to san diego. um guess i won't be coming home for awhile. sorry boo. i wish i had enough money to ride the train every weekend but o well. dang i ain't talked to my real friends in a long time. um oh well. Dang i ain't had nothing to say in a long time o well. i have to study for a mid-term but i'm not o well. my theme today is o well. where is everybody at? i'm the only one at home o well. they go out and do things i'm not interested in anyways. I guess i'm alone and thats fine. I like being different. It's hard when you don't have anybody else on campus that can truly connect with you like you're used to having. God is my only true kick it partner right now. and thats all good. I like God. Thats my homie. I love God. He is to merciful to my sin sick soul. Undeserving is what I am. Why don't people look at the both sides? Why are some people the first to be called mean but the other people never take into consideration of what they could of did to that person. I'm tired of the world and it's ways. Shoot I have them to we all do.IF my roommates don't sweep up their hair i'm cutting it off. well i'm not going to cut it off I'm a just go off.yes I'm going to go off. Why can't i come to college and just take classes for my major. I don't need math for communications and i don't need science. Thats why so many people drop out or don't go because they have to go through all that extra crap. What the school system doesn't realize is that extra crap cost an extra 500 dollars. And why do you have to be an orphan with 6 kids living in a shack to get some financial aid? Dang. And why do fools still get in fist fights over O.J? ok i did enough babbling i'll go now. i love you all. especially you michael . tiffany.
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
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Love of all man kind should reflect some signs of the words i'm trying to recite.
They're close but not quite,
Its impossible to do...
Decribing the makings of you.
I love you boo boo.
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Love of all man kind should reflect some signs of the words i'm trying to recite.
They're close but not quit,
Its impossible to do...
Decribing the makings of you.
I love you boo boo.
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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
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can somebody tell why that maxwell song" a womens work" is about abortion. i was suppose to loose my virginity to that song on my honeymoon. thats really messed up. my roommate's friend told us. know i see why he was hesitating to tell us. he knew somebody heart was going to get broke and it happened to be mine. dang now when me an michael get married we can't do the wild thang because maxwell wants to mess up. dang. boo are you ok with being celibate? i have to re-evaluate some stuff now. I still love you though boo. bye everybody.
-permanently in disgust- Tifffany
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can somebody tell why that maxwell song" a womens work" is about abortion. i was suppose to loose my virginity to that song on my honeymoon. thats really messed up. my roommate's friend told us. know i see why he was hesitating to tell us. he knew somebody heart was going to get broke and it happened to be mine. dang now when me an michael get married we can't do the wild thang because maxwell wants to mess up. dang. boo are you ok with being celibate? i have to re-evalutae some stuff now. I still love you though boo. bye everybody.
-premantely in disgust- Tifffany
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Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
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College is the devil! Well... the people in college is the devil! Some fools stole my capri suns out of the ice- box. took both of them. And then somebody threw out my good cooking greese. I need a job to move myself out of here. By the way I'm transfering
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Thursday, September 5th, 2002
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I don't know but theres is something about...auh never mind. Anyways Today was a pretty good day. With the help of God I finished my whole History essay in and hour and 10 minutes. I'm slowly but surely learning the benefits of having the Lord by my side. All I have to do is revise and re-print. That is so tight. I was kind of upset that my parents made me come to college at first. I mean don't get me wrong I wanted to come, but you know those feelings that you get when you feel pressured? Those were the feelings I felt. But it's all about me. Not anybody else. It's all about a better life for myself. Nobody else But myself. It will only benefit other people if I see fit to do it. But right now, "I not interested in no partnership with you" :)
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Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
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Hey guys well I'm back from a day of frustration and happiness.For those of you that don't know GOD IS REAL! He delivered me with this paper i had to do in history.God just sent so many things into perspective today. And for a split second I was super Irritated over nothing and I prayed and God delivered. God is just to good to a ungrateful person like me. I'm nothing but a speck of dirt that God made from the ground. Gods love is so incredible. I have to admit I don't even like dirt. But Gods love is so real that he loves this peace of dirt.Even when I was lost God love me. Even when I wanted to run God loved me. Even when I had little faith, guess what? He still loved me. Jesus is the bomb. He is off the hook. well people I about to go. Pray for the feeling that I have sometimes y'all. Please pray for my strength in the Lord and I will continue to do the same for you. Tiffany Amber.
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People are selfish. They only think about themselves and what benefits them. I really don't like that. People are so caught up in what they are doing that they don't realize that it effects how other people feel, and how they act. So selfish I wish I could totally express myself right now but I would be offending a lot of people that i love. I wish I could just forget all the people that are selfish, but then I'll be loosing a lot of loved ones. Oh well. Enough said about that. Hey does anybody know how to block people off of your live journal? Well I guess I'll go and start on this paper.
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People are selfish. They only think about themselves and what benefits them. I really don't like that. People are so caught up in what they are doing that they don't realize that it effects how other people feel, and how they act. So selfish I wish I could totally express myself right now but I would be offending a lot of people that i love. I wish I could just forget all the people that are selfish, but then I'll be loosing a lot of loved ones. Oh well. Enough said about that. Hey does anybody know how to block people off of your live journal? Well I guess I'll go and start on this paper.
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Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
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Hey guys as you probably know I'm at school now. I'm not too sure if I like it yet. But I am sure that I want to come home. I think I might transfer. They don't even have any Black sororities. I've been walking around(all day just about) talking to random Black people. A whole bunch of them are cool. So after class I guess I'll go kick it in the Quad.( Thats where all of the Black people hang out. Don't think I'm a racist me saying this. I mean I know that it's not all about Black Folks but I do want to touch basis with all of them. I need friends that look like me. But anyways at least I can say the bed is way more comfortable than the one at my parents house. If I transfer to san diego state i need to have enough money for my own place.Guys pray for me. Pray that I'll find friends and have the best time of my life right now. I've been waiting for this all my life and now I'm here and don't know how to act. I do have to consider that it's only the 2nd say of class. so I'll let that marinade. OK peeps I'm out. one
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Monday, August 12th, 2002
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I'm tired of myself
I'm tired of the devil trying to get back at me because I got baptized
I'm tired of my selfishness
I'm tired of my attitude
I'm tired of my jealousy
I'm tired of me not knowing what's wrong
I'm tired of my self esteem
I'm tired of living up to peoples standards
I'm tired of being weak
I'm tired of my life
I'm tired of my tears
I'm tired of my unforgiving spirit
I'm tired of my stress
I'm tired of not being grateful for Gods blessings
I'm tired of not being grateful
i'm tired of my childishness
I'm tired of everything being a competition
I'm tired of worrying
I'm tired of school
I'm tired of doing for others than I do for myself
I'm tired of my weight
I'm just tired
But I thank God
It's not even about what I'm going through, now that I think about it. I'm here to do Gods will and his will only. See, I fail to realize that it's all in preparation for the next step. It's not what I want.IT'S NOT HOW I WANT TO LIVE. BUT HOW GOD WANTS ME TO LIVE. I'm so selfish because I FAIL TO ENJOY THE MANY BLESSINGS GOD HAS GIVEN ME. I'M SO CAUGHT UP IN WHAT OTHER FOLKS ARE DOING THAT I AM BLINDED BY MY OWN JEALOUSY AND CAN'T SEE WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN ME. I'M FOCUSED ON EVERYBODYS BLESSINGS BUT MINE. AND THATS WRONG. I WANT TO PUBLICLY SAY I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY GOD FOR TAKING YOU FOR GRANTED I DON'T WANT THIS UNGRATEFUL SPIRIT, I DON'T WANT THE SPIRIT OF JEALOUSY. PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY. I must admit I'M A FOOL. A SELFISH FOOL. I take people, things, life, future all for granted. Why? BECAUSE I'M SELFISH! SO SELFISH! VERY SELFISH! UNNECESSARY SELFISH! THIS IS NOT OF GOD! I'M TIRED OF MYSELF.
(this is my first live journal. way-to- go Selfish!)
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Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
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Tiffany's not here right now so, I decided to make an entry for her. Billy's entry. I made some pretty nice pancakes today, not the usual. I put some extra beans and rice in them so that they could have some extra tastes added on. Cause after a while, yah get tired of the same flavor, even with MY pancakes. So... is anybody listening? I am. I need an answer from you guys... Should I let Jimmy come over if the only reason he's coming over is to get some of my new panny-cakes? I know that he doesn't even wanna spend time with me... He just wants to freeload off of my great breakfast cooking skills. Heh. Please let me know. I'm leaving. Make sure you all have your dose of shiny bacon before you leave the house.
-Billy "Blueberry Boiled Bologne" Pancakes
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